Feeling of day

Sometimes I do not want the day after this day
Coz I'm looking forward

For something new

Something that I don’t know

Something that is difficult

For me to expect

For me to accept

Sometime

I wonder

Why God create the day before tomorrow?

Why God create the day after today?

Wondering alone

Wondering  what will happen

While drinking hot coffee

Grab a paper and a pen

Lists what I want to be happen

After this day

What should I do?

Sometime I'm scared
Afraid of what I want does not happen

 Does not happen as what I want
And this fear often exist

Without my permission

Do you know
People used to say
Nothing can stop by tomorrow

Nothing can stop the movement of time

Sometimes I sigh
Funny right?

Coz I often complain

 Complain about something doesn’t exist

Tomorrow
If only I knew what was going to happen
Am I able to experience it?
Am I able to accept it?

 I thought for a moment

And I smiled
A smile that give a sign of different question
Why should I be afraid?
Why should I worry, restless, pounding?
Isn't tomorrow is the beginning of a new life?

Isn't tomorrow is the beginning of a new day?

Then I heard my heart ask me again

Why don't you try to face it?

It's not as bad as what you expect 

(No words can express:

Crying heart)

Feeling of the Day